Insignificant.

I’ve always felt safe under your wings.

To be honest, I have been through a stage where smiles didn’t exist. It was definitely not one of the brightest moments of my life. I hated it so much. I’m glad I’m standing in the spot I am right now. The things I’ve been put through and put myself through has built my character. Now that I have structure, I don’t dwell on little problems anymore. 

I wish I knew how you felt about things between us. Did it really mean something to you like you said it did? Do you check up on me to see how I’m doing? Do I ever run across your mind? There are so many questions for only you to answer and it looks like I won’t get answers anytime soon.

Even though you make the same stupid mistakes, you’ll always be my favorite person.

So my dad walked over to asked me if my new backpack worked.  

I don’t speak up for myself sometimes. I know it’s an easy advantage for everyone else but at this point I don’t know how to feel about it anymore. I feel like if I ever decided to speak up for myself, I would probably waste my time and effort trying to argue for what’s right. I would be labeled as a bitch, slut, whore, etc.. for voicing my opinion and/or my side of the story. It’s all sickening to me and honestly, I don’t need that, it’s not worth it. Who’s going to remember the situation anyway? No one. Fuck the illusion of a ‘reputation’ and fuck our well-known ‘society’. I hate how everyone worries about other people when they should actually be paying closer attention to themselves and how unattractive their heart is. Like come on now, you can do better than that. Move on.

mariannmae:

That moment when you’re at a public place with your significant other, and you see a girl or a boy that’s good-looking, and thinking that your significant other is making eye contact with them..

I hate being insecure as fuck.

I just want you to be happy.

I gotta admit, it does get annoying sometimes. I piss myself off.. lmao.

shirleychen:

It’s been so long that I finally got over you. But you know what’s funny? You’re still the only person that I’d drop everything for.

I could really use some Mango Boba right now.

So I work-out and stuff riiight? I started to get an ab line, but it like goes halfway down and stops! Like… why? )’: LOL, but it’s whatever. My tummy is toned and stuff though, no flabs.. unless I sit. I need to work on that too. Lehhhhgo.

My family spent a little under $800 in two days. We might end up living under a bridge one day.

I went to Sam’s Club with my parents yesterday and I was standing there chillen’ and stuff and I saw a teenage guy staring at me. It was no problem at first but then after a while I was getting a little pissed so I felt like messing with him. I turned my head and I winked at him and I turned back around and walked down the isle. LMFAO. I was gunna blow him a kiss but I figured that’d be too much. 

I can’t drink soda without feeling bloated. It sucks being a girl.

loveesherri:

Everyone deserves a chance. But there’s only so many chances you should give a person.

Why? Because, they’ll eventually take advantage of it. They’ll notice how easy it is to get back into your life, despite how many times they fuck up.

It’s true: Nobody’s perfect. But, if you fuck up again.. and again.. and again….and again, That definitely should tell you something about them, and how much they care about you & their worth.

Sometimes saying ‘goodbye’ is a painful way to say ’I love you’.

When it comes to little chores like turning on the light or something.. my parents and I rock, paper, scissors for it. I think it’s hilarious.

I wish you were here like the old times so you wouldn’t have to miss my birthdays.

loveesherri:

There’s so much in life to look forward to. Not every little thing matters. Some things, you just have to let go..

You got lost in lust and now you lost my trust.

richaaaye:

You can do whatever you want.

You were a great learning experience for me. I appreciate all of the loving, caring, and kind words you put down on the table. Everything was simply just amazing but now it’s time for me to clean up the mistakes. It also comes to show that you were just another mistake.

Oh well.. things will eventually fall into place on their own if they were meant to be. No stress.

I’m gunna act like nothing happened just to keep this smile up on my face. Even though I’m dying inside, I won’t ever let you see my pain.

No more greetings. No more looking through old conversations. No more thinking about what could’ve been. No more ‘what if’s’. No more tears. No more hoping things will turn out better because they won’t.

As I was getting rid of you, a part of me left.

I’m not a big fan of excuses. I want the truth and only the truth. I don’t care if I can’t handle it at the moment because I’m a big girl now and eventually I have to swallow the cold, bitter truth no matter what. The one thing I hate most about sugarcoated lies are how I walk around with a smile and a knife stuck in my back without knowing it. It might be all fun and games for you but it’s so embarrasing for me.

A fly just flew into my face. Good going sport!