October 2011
Au revoir.
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I ran out of energy for sarcastic jokes.. I can't...
I spent this whole week planning for my birthday, but now I came to realize.. I don’t have anyone to celebrate it with.
Oh, it isn’t just depression anymore. It’s anxiety and distress on a whole ‘nother level.
I've always wondered if people are going to...
People who think depression is a choice
mariannmaeee:
Take a second to think. How would it feel to wake up and not have the emotional strength to face people. To think that time is just passing by with no real reason. To feel so alone even when you are sitting in a room full of people. To have to put on a face and hide your feelings because no one would care anyway. To lose friends because you can’t find the strength to go out and you...
Mm, yeah.
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I love you, but fuck, I'm done trying.
So today, I went to school looking like a bum without makeup and walked around in shame all day. Sigh, I had absolutely no self-confidence/esteem.
September 2011
I'm learning how to retain my sanity.
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So my auntie was showing me all these phone cases she had and she was like, “So which one you like? Louis Vuitton? Burberry? WHAT ABOUT COOOCHIE (Gucci)?” Lmfao, aw shiiiiiiet.. it was hilarious.
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I want someone who won't give up.
kelvinween:
I want to be with someone who’s willing to fight for me and what we have. I want them to be able to prove that they’re not going to run away when things get rough. It’s a pain in the ass when you’re putting your all into something, and the other person isn’t trying. And that’s why I want someone who’s going to try just as much as I do. I just want someone who’s going to prove to me...
It’s like you blew all of your opportunities into the sky hoping that I would reach for them.
I deserve more pity than what you have to offer.
I’m sorry but there’s no way on this Earth will I ever allow myself to settle for less than what I deserve. Deuces.
Mm, your adrenaline drives me crazy! Whatta tease.
mindfucksundae:
You’ll realize how much they care for you when they stick around and be there for you during your hardships and when you need someone to be with you the most.
darkbrowneyed:
I’d like to know how you’re doing, how you’re doing without me. How better or worse you are now without me.
And if you are doing fine, that’s good to know. I’m glad because that’s all I was hoping for.
But if you’re not, well, I don’t want to feel sorry, or bad. I shouldn’t even be thinking about you, but I can’t help myself. You know those little moments when the memories of...
Don’t ever talk to me again. Please.
kaylajayvelyn:
My existence is probably not even significant.
It’s like I have to force myself to get through one day just to be presented with the same shit the next..
I don’t even know why I try to explain myself to people anymore. I’m talking but no one’s really listening.
Tired.
Uninspired.
Shit.
Let’s face it, neither of us have learned from our mistakes.
I've never been in a real relationship.
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I don't want sympathy. I just want someone to...
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You have no idea how much you mean to me.
“Hearts can break and never make a sound”
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I've always wondered, what if we never broke up.
You don’t deserve the least bit of sunshine in this storm we’re in.
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christinanguy3n:
I miss what we had and I can’t do anything about it.
I really don't feel close to anyone anymore.
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savanftnguyen:
I really miss talking to you daily. I understand that you moved on and stuff, but I miss talking to you.
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“You’re strong, you really are. Don’t let anyone put you down. Like, what I would...”
– Mom. (via catherineponce)
The awkward moment when you find an old...
I’m always misunderstood and I hate that. I know I walk around like I’m mad or upset. I know I don’t socialize a lot. I’m insecure as fuck, but this is where people misunderstand me. People think I don’t talk to others/everyone because they think that I think I’m too good for them, and I hate the fact that certain people see me that way.
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xrosebmrng:
I feel like I just wasted so much time on you. I wasted my time chasing after you when I knew I’d have no chance with you. But I guess I fell for all the sweet talk and all the bullshit since there was a point in time when you did make me feel special and meant so much to me. I guess I over thought the possibilites of an “us.”
For The Love Of A Daughter - Demi Lovato
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