June 2012
“I can’t find the words to explain just how much you got me going insane. When you speak to me sometimes you’ll find I stutter my words and say never mind ‘cause even when you just walk by, I look around to seem occupied ‘cause I’m trying so hard to hide all of these feelings inside.”
—Chester See
Listen
I’m left without a choice.
May 2012
Ed Sheeran - The A Team (Alex G Piano Cover)
The A Team - Ed Sheeran (Alex G Cover)
“Go mad for a couple grams
And we don’t wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It’s too cold outside
For angels to fly”
I want to be the person that you have trouble frogetting about.
Sometimes I don’t want to be here anymore.. I want to be free. I don’t want to stay locked up in this prison cell anymore..
No one seems to fit my standards anymore. I’m so sick of it.
If I left, would you even stop me?
I met the most down to earth guy today. I would love to get to know him better. Ugh, I can’t even stop thinking about him and his amazing qualities. Why do I feel like it’s…. Destiny? Lol
- Me: *grunts out of fustration*
- Him: That's hot.
I may not be the prettiest, or ''baddest'' chick out there,
But trust me, no other girl will hold it down the way I do.
LMFAO!!!
- Me: All guys? But she's always there, isn't she?
- Him: Ehhhh, whenever she talks, my ears bleed
I hate that feeling when everything attacks you at once.
Talk is cheap, but he's cute.
- Him: Are you coming tomorrow morning?
- Me: Idk, maybe.
- Him: Why?! Please! We love you!
“You need to start believing that you deserve happiness.”
—Drew Torres (via faithsmiles)
I feel terrible for not being able to help someone out.
- Anderson: Yeah, she's gunna be a nurse.
- Alex: Why? You can't see over the patients.
- Tyler: Yeah. Like, uh oh I got a 6 ft. patient, lemme go get my ladder.
- LOL wtf, assholes.
Avoiding something doesn’t always mean that you hate it, it could also mean that you want it, but you just know it isn’t right.
Listen
4 AM - Melanie Fiona
“It’s 4 am and my lover won’t answer.
He’s probably somewhere with a dancer.
Sipping champagne while I’m in his bed.
It’s 4 am and I think I might lose it.
This muthafucka thinkin’ I’m stupid.
He must of bumped his head.
Don’t he know it’s 4 am.”
The close bonds I had with people are no longer there. The people that I use to talk to all the time, are suddenly strangers. It’s weird that memories are all I have left and I don’t even know the people that used to mean so much to me.
I really hope by senior year, I’ll have a boyfriend or at least be “talking” to someone. I don’t know, I just feel like prom is such a romantic and special event so it would be nice to go with someone that I actually have feelings for. I mean I know I’ll still have fun if I go with a regular guy friend but it just wouldn’t be the same ya know.
